Very annoying. (and confusing...try to keep up, you'll need to concentrate)
I was on an excursion with my school which was to my old friend Kate's new boarding school (she never actually moved schools) And i discovered how gorgeous her school was, made of green marble with heaps of storeys, and made on a mountain (there was also a goat). I then caught up with my ex best friend Skye, who was on excursion here with her school too (she actually doesn't go to school) Anyway, in real life me and her had a massivr fall-out and while i'll spare you all the details, i can assure you I will NEVER assosiate myself with her again. Anyway, in my dream we were mucking around and she said 'you are SO still my best friend' I grudgingly agreed.
Anyway, the excursion was over and i went outside and waited for mum to pick me up, but she never came. I then realised I had driven to the excursion (I can't drive) and when i got home mum was furious, but the thing was i couldn't actually remember driving that morning, but she wouldn't believe me. The dream then changed to me having a sleepover with Skye at her old house in Narre Warren (we both used to live there, however we both moved)We were walking up Anaconda road when an old 'friend' came by. He was the first guy that I fell in love with, and incoincidently the first guy Skye loved as well. (we fought over him...I am ashamed but she screwed me over many times with him, and sold me out, of course i forgave her, and i also rejected the guy because i knew it would hurt her, oh how THAT blew up in my face...) anyway, he invited us into his house, and i did not want to go, but Skye made me. The guy, Jef then became nasty towards me, along with his brother Danny. (Because if a girl is not in love with him, evidently she hates him) They jeered at me and Skye did not stick up for me. I convinced her to leave with me eventually, but i left my new iPod in his loungeroom. She was always jittery around him, and was too nervous to go back, so i just barged in and got my iPod then left. Jef and his brother Danny then came out of the house and tarted throwing rocks at me, again Skye did not stick up for me. It then came to the time whre i can to go home, so my mum came, and saw that we were with jef and danny. She again was furious, but i said that Skye made me.
we then dropped her off at Jef's house again, and drove off.
By the end of the dream I was feeling stupid for ever letting her into my life again.
This dream is so much like real life! She has sold me out SO many times, but i forget and forgive because we have so much fun. She makes me laugh like crazy, and she is a natural retard too. We do stuff that no one gets, that no one will EVER get. But she abused that...and i ALWAYS forgave her, thinking that she valued our friendship and would never hurt me like that again. Time and time again i was hurt and ashamed, and embarrassed by the fact that i forgave her and let her back into my life...
Well...i am proud t say that i have finally learnt my lesson. She is gone for good...
Why does she keep appearing in my dreams though? *sigh*
Sunday, December 27, 2009
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