Off to Lakes!

Okay so today i am going to visit my grandparents up in Lakes Entrance via the Vline train. I must say i love travelling Vline, i get to listen to my ipod for four odd hours, watching the country scenery pass by on the window, or staring at all those saucy pictures of P!nk that my friend Cass gave me. HAWTTTTTTT!
Anyway, last night i dreamed of them again ... you know the guy and the chick i was talking about in my last blog? I think it's because i blogged about them, therefore i wasted time thinking about them, thus making me dream about them again ... maybe idk i aint no pshyco babble interpreter!
In the dream I entered into the boys toilets, and i was waiting for Danny (The brother of the guy) to finish. Finally we went out and we walked up to Skye and jef who were sitting on the concrete in a group, and i told a joke to Skye, but she did not laugh. And the rest is hazy but something significant happened ... i am pretty sure i got into a fight with Jef, but my mum woke me up to get in the shower before i could beat his ass :o)
Complete change of subject:
One thing i would like to bring to your attention is the amount of times i drop things. Take my new iPod for instance; I got it Christmas morning, dropped it two times that day, then the next day i was listening to it whilst warming up on the concrete outside. I forgot it was in, and stood up to save whatever poor creature my cat was mauling (a leaf...) and i dragged my iPod off of my book where it was elevated, onto the concrete and dragged it along. The third day i had it, which was yesterday, i had it in my pocket, but the earplugs in my ears. I then carried my cat to my bed, where she got tangled in the ear plugs, panicked and bolted with my iPod trailing behind her.
*sigh* I guess the moral is, if you're a technological appliance, you DON'T want to be owned by me!
Anyway, while i am at Lakes Entrance i won't have a lot of computer time, so I may blog a little bit, but i'll save the big guns (photos, stories etc) for when i get back and can type away in peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)
Well i'm out for now ... thanks for reading, and have a good day :D
-Steph Xx

My dream last night.

Very annoying. (and confusing...try to keep up, you'll need to concentrate)
I was on an excursion with my school which was to my old friend Kate's new boarding school (she never actually moved schools) And i discovered how gorgeous her school was, made of green marble with heaps of storeys, and made on a mountain (there was also a goat). I then caught up with my ex best friend Skye, who was on excursion here with her school too (she actually doesn't go to school) Anyway, in real life me and her had a massivr fall-out and while i'll spare you all the details, i can assure you I will NEVER assosiate myself with her again. Anyway, in my dream we were mucking around and she said 'you are SO still my best friend' I grudgingly agreed.
Anyway, the excursion was over and i went outside and waited for mum to pick me up, but she never came. I then realised I had driven to the excursion (I can't drive) and when i got home mum was furious, but the thing was i couldn't actually remember driving that morning, but she wouldn't believe me. The dream then changed to me having a sleepover with Skye at her old house in Narre Warren (we both used to live there, however we both moved)We were walking up Anaconda road when an old 'friend' came by. He was the first guy that I fell in love with, and incoincidently the first guy Skye loved as well. (we fought over him...I am ashamed but she screwed me over many times with him, and sold me out, of course i forgave her, and i also rejected the guy because i knew it would hurt her, oh how THAT blew up in my face...) anyway, he invited us into his house, and i did not want to go, but Skye made me. The guy, Jef then became nasty towards me, along with his brother Danny. (Because if a girl is not in love with him, evidently she hates him) They jeered at me and Skye did not stick up for me. I convinced her to leave with me eventually, but i left my new iPod in his loungeroom. She was always jittery around him, and was too nervous to go back, so i just barged in and got my iPod then left. Jef and his brother Danny then came out of the house and tarted throwing rocks at me, again Skye did not stick up for me. It then came to the time whre i can to go home, so my mum came, and saw that we were with jef and danny. She again was furious, but i said that Skye made me.
we then dropped her off at Jef's house again, and drove off.
By the end of the dream I was feeling stupid for ever letting her into my life again.
This dream is so much like real life! She has sold me out SO many times, but i forget and forgive because we have so much fun. She makes me laugh like crazy, and she is a natural retard too. We do stuff that no one gets, that no one will EVER get. But she abused that...and i ALWAYS forgave her, thinking that she valued our friendship and would never hurt me like that again. Time and time again i was hurt and ashamed, and embarrassed by the fact that i forgave her and let her back into my life...
Well...i am proud t say that i have finally learnt my lesson. She is gone for good...

Why does she keep appearing in my dreams though? *sigh*

Let's babble?

Just a steel town girl on a saturday night, lookin' for the fight of her life
In the real-time world no one sees her at all, they all say she's crazy.

FACTS:
-According to suicide statistics, Monday is the favoured day for self-destruction.
Guess what Garfield...you aint the only one who hates Mondays!

-Karoke means "empty orchestra" in Japanese.

-The first known contraceptive was crocodile dung, used by Egyptians in 2000 B.C.

-The most common name in the world is Mohammed.

-Isaac Asimov is the only author to have a book in every Dewey-decimal category.

-Every human spent about half an hour as a single cell.

OKAYYYYYYYYYY I can already tell that this place is going to be like my twitter: I am going to go overboard, never shut up, and say a lot of things about nothing.
Be forewarned.

Me in a nutshell

Just to clarify, before we get in too deep, I am an oddball.
If you can't handle it, you better click the little X at the top right hand corner of your screen, because I am brutally honest, and I won't filter out my thoughts just because they are being publicized.
My life is fairly easy. Well I think it is; It's so simple and I wouldn't change it for the world. I started high school at a place where I was fairly popular, had great friends, my grades were a bit below average (especially when it comes to maths), and I felt that the school was holding me back because let's face it, I could NEVER hear the teacher due to fellow teenagers being...well...teenagers.
Now my status has gone from medium-popular to invisible. I am an outcast, and although the year 2009 was by far the HARDEST, I am now happy. I know exactly who I am, and I know exactly what I want in life. I don't give a rat's arse whether you approve or not, because I am DONE looking for approval.
I deeply love Alecia Beth Moore; She is by far my most favourite person in the world. I, along with many others would not be where I am today if i did not have her to look up to. She has also opened up my eyes to a whole new world of music, and for that I am eternally greatful.
I am currently on christmas holidays, and I am going to start VCE (Victorian Certificate of Education, otherwise known as Year 11) on the 2nd feburary... I look forward to it! (NOT)However I do look forward to facing the year with a whole new attitude. My new motto is 'I don't need to world to validate me' THANKS AGAIN P!NK! <3
Well anyway, I am not sure what else to say here...I think I have introduced my self adequately enough, don't you?
BYE THEN! ... For now.
-Steph